I really hate myself lately.
The last 6 weeks have been a blurry nightmare. My drinking has been worse than ever and I can’t seem to find the reset button.
The addiction has me in a bad spot, in a beer for breakfast kinda way.
I’m sitting in a meeting right now, but most of my mind is on how I can get a few minutes alone with a cold one.
Maybe this post is a step forward – maybe not.
I know something has to change, my life is falling apart.
Update >> I’m back
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