I’m not sure who I’m fooling with this blog.
I’ve had only 28 visitors to the site – none of them had much to say. Nobody signed up for the email updates. It’s basically me talking to myself and trying to figure out this drinking problem. If I was helping one person it would make a little more sense.
I haven’t shaken the cravings much today. I wonder why things were better last week. I wonder if I can make it through tomorrow. But then I remember the blog and want to keep things honest here. So, that’s a little motive to stay sober when nothing else helping.
So if nobody else is reading, at least it’s helping me.
At least for today.
Sober Again Update: March 2017
Looking back at this post I can see the danger of doing recovery alone. Back then I had zero support, actually I was very secretive about my addiciton.
I’m back up to 17 days of sobriety and this time I feel much stronger. Since coming out about my alcoholism I have nothing left to hide. I’m living with my girlfriend and her family. They are committed to my sobriety. My family back it the USA is sending constant encouragement. I’ve found a community of friends on Twitter and Facebook who are ready to help.
That being said, moving toward tomorrow feel like an uphill climb. I relapsed on what would have been day 18 sober. Then totally spiralled out of control.
I’ll deal with that tomorrow.
Today I’m moving forward.