It's been too many days to count, but I'd guess around 40 days drunk in a row. Most of these were morning binge, nap, then repeat after dinner. My head is all wrong, so I can't write much today. Suffice to say the alcoholism came back … [Read more...] about Day 1 (again) I’m back
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I'm living a lie. Actually, I've been living multiple lies for a long time. I think they'd call it compartmentalization and the definition really fits my struggles with alcoholism. I can't handle the truth about myself, so I pretend like … [Read more...] about Do I really have to be honest about my alcohol addiction?
I really hate myself lately. The last 6 weeks have been a blurry nightmare. My drinking has been worse than ever and I can't seem to find the reset button. The addiction has me in a bad spot, in a beer for breakfast kinda way. I'm … [Read more...] about Where do you find the courage to start over???